Saturday, July 30
tiis song i wanna delicate to mua babii pig.. hehes..
let miie die..
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...
jus wanna tell euu how much i lurve euu.. =)
those darker words is wot i reali wanna say to euu..
let miie die..
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...
jus wanna tell euu how much i lurve euu.. =)
those darker words is wot i reali wanna say to euu..
what we could have been, 7/30/2005 10:31:00 PM.
Friday, July 29
okay.. today is a long one.. since i haven't been writing since last week..
whoo.. shoo long nv write liaos.. aiya.. i lazy to write lars.. den moreover.. i'm busy with remedials and trainings which floods my time.. i dun even hab time fer dear lors.. haiss.. time is alwaz nt enuff fer miie whn i'm with him.. 4 hrs seems long to miie whn i am habing my trainings.. but 4 hrs is surely nt enuff fer miie whn i'm with him..
everytime go hiis hse.. a while oni.. need to go home liaos.. time alwaz shoo fast de.. BU GONG PING!! lols.. hais.. how ii wish i could spend my nite in hiis hse.. plus PLEASE.. with his parents around lars.. dey noe abt miie aniway.. hahas.. =p (aww.. shoo sad to those couple who is hiding their relationship from their parents.. it's beri xin ku i noe.. i experienced tat b4..)
aniway.. i had my Av todae.. kua kua kua.. summore todae gort training.. hais.. stomach pain till i cry out.. ='( tong tong.. yup.. ah bong.. thanx fer ur kotex nehs.. =X euu save my life.. hahas..
basically.. nth much happen todae.. except.. it's mark birthday.. happi birthdae mark.. =D 7 day after vivien's birthday.. i still remember ehh?
oh ya.. on vivien's birthday... we went lagoon fer dinner.. okay.. it's quite enjoyable.. although nt alot ppl go.. but we still had fun.. we took pics.. ( i will update it whn nat sends miie) den i gort a blue black in my knee cap.. cuz i too excited to take pictures.. of cuz.. i took alot pics of mua self.. hahas.. zi lian kuang.. den we had a walk on the beach.. the moon was shoo bright and round.. den we sang songs.. blah blah.. lols.. at nite was fun.. i enjoyed it.. =)
hmmph.. i miish rene.. she went fer states and wun be back till 14 aug.. she left fer 3 days liaos.. i miish her shoo much.. w/o her.. chinese lessons less 1 person kao peh with us.. hahas.. she told miie states was cooling.. she went san fransico i tink.. she told miie she bringing an ang mo kia back.. lols.. let miie c.. maybe i shld wait till the day comes.. den c whether she comes back with a guy with golden hair.. ^^]
okay.. i'm shoo bored.. dear left miie alone cuz he's out with shiya and glenn.. out to kallang theatre.. to watch shiya perform.. he juz called miie.. miishh him shoo much lors.. hais.. today after skool.. went his hse awhile.. den go fer training liaos.. lyk wot i said.. time is forever shoo short whn i'm with him! kekes.. den after training.. i went home alone.. kinda lonely.. i'm shoo used to being with him.. him accompaning miie home is part of my daily routine.. hehes.. simply can't leave w/o him.. *bLeaHs*
dear dear.. i juz wanna tell euu sometings..
*___ i noe euu regretted in doin someting wrong.. a mistake.. (euu shld noe) but.. hais.. let put all the past behind us okie? lets nt mention anithing again.. hao ma? actually.. u shld realised tat dae.. whn euu send miie to the bus stop.. i cried.. i reali cried.. even whn i'm in the bus.. till i reach home.. and i cried whn i'm sleeping in ur hse.. euu shld realise it bahs.. dui bu qi.. i promised euu i wun cry de.. but i can't control mua self.. i promise i wun cry again? how abt tat? ^-^]] dun feel sorry okie? maybe nt stopping euu is the oni ting i could do to tie euu down.. so tat euu will belong to miie always.. haiish.. ____*
whoo.. shoo long nv write liaos.. aiya.. i lazy to write lars.. den moreover.. i'm busy with remedials and trainings which floods my time.. i dun even hab time fer dear lors.. haiss.. time is alwaz nt enuff fer miie whn i'm with him.. 4 hrs seems long to miie whn i am habing my trainings.. but 4 hrs is surely nt enuff fer miie whn i'm with him..
everytime go hiis hse.. a while oni.. need to go home liaos.. time alwaz shoo fast de.. BU GONG PING!! lols.. hais.. how ii wish i could spend my nite in hiis hse.. plus PLEASE.. with his parents around lars.. dey noe abt miie aniway.. hahas.. =p (aww.. shoo sad to those couple who is hiding their relationship from their parents.. it's beri xin ku i noe.. i experienced tat b4..)
aniway.. i had my Av todae.. kua kua kua.. summore todae gort training.. hais.. stomach pain till i cry out.. ='( tong tong.. yup.. ah bong.. thanx fer ur kotex nehs.. =X euu save my life.. hahas..
basically.. nth much happen todae.. except.. it's mark birthday.. happi birthdae mark.. =D 7 day after vivien's birthday.. i still remember ehh?
oh ya.. on vivien's birthday... we went lagoon fer dinner.. okay.. it's quite enjoyable.. although nt alot ppl go.. but we still had fun.. we took pics.. ( i will update it whn nat sends miie) den i gort a blue black in my knee cap.. cuz i too excited to take pictures.. of cuz.. i took alot pics of mua self.. hahas.. zi lian kuang.. den we had a walk on the beach.. the moon was shoo bright and round.. den we sang songs.. blah blah.. lols.. at nite was fun.. i enjoyed it.. =)
hmmph.. i miish rene.. she went fer states and wun be back till 14 aug.. she left fer 3 days liaos.. i miish her shoo much.. w/o her.. chinese lessons less 1 person kao peh with us.. hahas.. she told miie states was cooling.. she went san fransico i tink.. she told miie she bringing an ang mo kia back.. lols.. let miie c.. maybe i shld wait till the day comes.. den c whether she comes back with a guy with golden hair.. ^^]
okay.. i'm shoo bored.. dear left miie alone cuz he's out with shiya and glenn.. out to kallang theatre.. to watch shiya perform.. he juz called miie.. miishh him shoo much lors.. hais.. today after skool.. went his hse awhile.. den go fer training liaos.. lyk wot i said.. time is forever shoo short whn i'm with him! kekes.. den after training.. i went home alone.. kinda lonely.. i'm shoo used to being with him.. him accompaning miie home is part of my daily routine.. hehes.. simply can't leave w/o him.. *bLeaHs*
dear dear.. i juz wanna tell euu sometings..
*___ i noe euu regretted in doin someting wrong.. a mistake.. (euu shld noe) but.. hais.. let put all the past behind us okie? lets nt mention anithing again.. hao ma? actually.. u shld realised tat dae.. whn euu send miie to the bus stop.. i cried.. i reali cried.. even whn i'm in the bus.. till i reach home.. and i cried whn i'm sleeping in ur hse.. euu shld realise it bahs.. dui bu qi.. i promised euu i wun cry de.. but i can't control mua self.. i promise i wun cry again? how abt tat? ^-^]] dun feel sorry okie? maybe nt stopping euu is the oni ting i could do to tie euu down.. so tat euu will belong to miie always.. haiish.. ____*
what we could have been, 7/29/2005 09:05:00 PM.
Friday, July 15
-angriiie-
today morning.. i was on the bus whn 1 guy from temasek touched miie.. i was shoo pissed off.. i reali beri angry.. dun let miie c him again.. he sure get it frm miie.. trust miie..
slp first.. tml den update..
-missing euu-
today morning.. i was on the bus whn 1 guy from temasek touched miie.. i was shoo pissed off.. i reali beri angry.. dun let miie c him again.. he sure get it frm miie.. trust miie..
slp first.. tml den update..
-missing euu-
what we could have been, 7/15/2005 10:58:00 PM.
Thursday, July 14
-sweats sweats-
whoohoo.. today is a hot day.. super hot.. and today shld be the first time in my life tat i came home shoo early bahs.. i reach home at abt 3.15 euu all noe? hahas.. den saw papa downstairs.. den go buy food with him..
yawns.. juz eat finish medicine.. wanna go slp lo.. later den i blog summore okie? =) hao le lars.. i abit bth liaos.. yao orh orh koonx le.. nites nite nehs.. =D muacks..
-medicine makes miie sleep.. (milk makes miie drunk) -
lols.. sounds fermilar? kekes..
whoohoo.. today is a hot day.. super hot.. and today shld be the first time in my life tat i came home shoo early bahs.. i reach home at abt 3.15 euu all noe? hahas.. den saw papa downstairs.. den go buy food with him..
yawns.. juz eat finish medicine.. wanna go slp lo.. later den i blog summore okie? =) hao le lars.. i abit bth liaos.. yao orh orh koonx le.. nites nite nehs.. =D muacks..
-medicine makes miie sleep.. (milk makes miie drunk) -
lols.. sounds fermilar? kekes..
what we could have been, 7/14/2005 03:58:00 PM.
Wednesday, July 13
-sickiie miie-
aniway.. i didn't went to skool today.. or shld i sae.. i did went.. but b4 i board the bus.. i already feel lyk going home.. lols.. looks abit luan rite? hahas..
okay.. actually.. yesterday nite.. 2++ i woke up.. feel lyk vormitting.. den keep slping den waking up again.. till today morning.. den 6++ woke up.. stay in toilet super long.. cuz feel lyk vormitting.. den i came out.. changed.. den walk to bus stop.. den dear called miie.. i told him i nt feeling well.. den sae i feel lyk going home.. den he sae ask miie call mummy lors.. den i called.. den mami ask miie come home.. i apologized to him.. telling him cuz i cannot pei him after skool today..
den i reach home.. continue slping till 10++ daddy woke miie up go c doctor.. den come back.. eat lunch and medicine den slp from 1++ to 6++ again.. hahas.. super pig nehs.. den eat dinner.. but beri small quantity.. hen xiang eat.. but no appetite.. hais.. hahas..
aniway.. thanx for every one hu leave miie a msg.. giving miie greetings..
rodney kor : "sick den go eat medicine.. hu ask euu dun wanna take care of ur self.. stoopid.. tootx lehs.. nvm.. hab a good rest.. hope to c ur smile again.. " [thanx kor kor..]
eddy kor : "wot happen to euu? sick arhs?" [ya.. i'm sick.. thanx aniway kor..]
weeyang didi : "u sick arhs? y didn't go skool?" [thanx fer ur concern didi..]
-medicine makes miie puke-
aniway.. i didn't went to skool today.. or shld i sae.. i did went.. but b4 i board the bus.. i already feel lyk going home.. lols.. looks abit luan rite? hahas..
okay.. actually.. yesterday nite.. 2++ i woke up.. feel lyk vormitting.. den keep slping den waking up again.. till today morning.. den 6++ woke up.. stay in toilet super long.. cuz feel lyk vormitting.. den i came out.. changed.. den walk to bus stop.. den dear called miie.. i told him i nt feeling well.. den sae i feel lyk going home.. den he sae ask miie call mummy lors.. den i called.. den mami ask miie come home.. i apologized to him.. telling him cuz i cannot pei him after skool today..
den i reach home.. continue slping till 10++ daddy woke miie up go c doctor.. den come back.. eat lunch and medicine den slp from 1++ to 6++ again.. hahas.. super pig nehs.. den eat dinner.. but beri small quantity.. hen xiang eat.. but no appetite.. hais.. hahas..
aniway.. thanx for every one hu leave miie a msg.. giving miie greetings..
rodney kor : "sick den go eat medicine.. hu ask euu dun wanna take care of ur self.. stoopid.. tootx lehs.. nvm.. hab a good rest.. hope to c ur smile again.. " [thanx kor kor..]
eddy kor : "wot happen to euu? sick arhs?" [ya.. i'm sick.. thanx aniway kor..]
weeyang didi : "u sick arhs? y didn't go skool?" [thanx fer ur concern didi..]
-medicine makes miie puke-
what we could have been, 7/13/2005 10:03:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 5
the rings he bought fer miie.. metallic black de.. den gort.. " 02-ZYnJH-05 " on iit.. hehes.. =D sweet him.. <3 him to chunks..
what we could have been, 7/05/2005 10:18:00 PM.
Monday, July 4
-silly boii-
he left for orchard at ard noon.. den back at evening.. lols.. he went all da way to town juz to collect our rings.. =) hehes.. smiling all da way.. bleahs.. aniway.. i quite happi norhs.. cuz.. among all mua ex.. he was the only one hu gave miie such a "present".. lols.. it's nt tat its a expensive stuff so i appretiated it soo much.. it's juz tat.. no other guys reali treat miie tat good.. hahas.. =P den moreover.. i noe he already no money liaos.. den he still wanna buy tat ting for miie.. haiyoyo.. tats y i sae he's a silly boii.. hehes.. tat thing cost him a bomb bahs.. he hors.. duno how to tink de.. silly boi.. he muz give tat ting to miie on 2nd month.. toots him.. hahas.. but i like.. =X hehes.. hao le lars.. dun wanna write le.. tml den i upload the pic for euu all to c.. nw i wanna go offline liaos.. he waiting fer miie.. =P he falling asleep soon.. good nites nehs..
- he rox my world-
he left for orchard at ard noon.. den back at evening.. lols.. he went all da way to town juz to collect our rings.. =) hehes.. smiling all da way.. bleahs.. aniway.. i quite happi norhs.. cuz.. among all mua ex.. he was the only one hu gave miie such a "present".. lols.. it's nt tat its a expensive stuff so i appretiated it soo much.. it's juz tat.. no other guys reali treat miie tat good.. hahas.. =P den moreover.. i noe he already no money liaos.. den he still wanna buy tat ting for miie.. haiyoyo.. tats y i sae he's a silly boii.. hehes.. tat thing cost him a bomb bahs.. he hors.. duno how to tink de.. silly boi.. he muz give tat ting to miie on 2nd month.. toots him.. hahas.. but i like.. =X hehes.. hao le lars.. dun wanna write le.. tml den i upload the pic for euu all to c.. nw i wanna go offline liaos.. he waiting fer miie.. =P he falling asleep soon.. good nites nehs..
- he rox my world-
what we could have been, 7/04/2005 11:09:00 PM.
initial D movie tickets..! lols.. watch it with dear, rene, and jamin.. jay shoo shuai nehs.. =P
what we could have been, 7/04/2005 01:15:00 PM.
-a bad morning-
hais.. i made him angry again.. i noe rite now he sure tinks tat i wans the com more than him.. it's nt the way.. it's juz tat.. i noe beri well tat my parents wun let miie go out.. den if i argued.. they will take back the rights of using com juz b'cuz i argued with dem.. in the end.. i still can't go out.. hais.. as i hanged the phone.. i wept again.. hais.. sorriiie.. but hearing ur disappointed voice reali make miie beri bad.. i reali dun mean it.. hais.. the way euu told miie to use the com already shows tat u r disappointed in miie.. but i reali dun mean it.. i rather wan euu compared to the computer.. hais.. i've made euu angry again.. u wake up so early juz to go orchard to collect things fer miie.. but before euu left.. i gave euu tis.. hais.. dui bu qi dui bu qi..
-i dun mean it.. i'm sorriie -
hais.. i made him angry again.. i noe rite now he sure tinks tat i wans the com more than him.. it's nt the way.. it's juz tat.. i noe beri well tat my parents wun let miie go out.. den if i argued.. they will take back the rights of using com juz b'cuz i argued with dem.. in the end.. i still can't go out.. hais.. as i hanged the phone.. i wept again.. hais.. sorriiie.. but hearing ur disappointed voice reali make miie beri bad.. i reali dun mean it.. hais.. the way euu told miie to use the com already shows tat u r disappointed in miie.. but i reali dun mean it.. i rather wan euu compared to the computer.. hais.. i've made euu angry again.. u wake up so early juz to go orchard to collect things fer miie.. but before euu left.. i gave euu tis.. hais.. dui bu qi dui bu qi..
-i dun mean it.. i'm sorriie -
what we could have been, 7/04/2005 10:36:00 AM.
Friday, July 1
- training again.. duhs -
okay.. juz came back frm skool.. super tired after training and series of matches with C gals.. hais.. den come online.. later going for dinner.. hais.. i mish him.. after skool went 85 wif gal.. glenn and ping.. den lik come find us.. den gal, miie and glenn go 108 play bball.. hahas.. den after tat i go skool fer training le.. lols.. aniway.. i quite happi today..firstly is marcius kor kor finally talk to miie liaos.. den secondly.. i ren another new gan didi.. hehes.. wee yang.. he's shoo cute.. bth bth.. hahas.. happi lors.. kekes.. it's double happiness euu noe? lols.. den today dear gort detention again.. last dae.. den after detention.. he came down look for miie.. den wait for miie to release frm bball.. hehes.. =) den today we celebrate youth day.. den skool sponser yakult.. hahas.. althought each person oni can hab 1 bottle.. i gort two! hahas.. i took frm 3/3.. =PpP.. dear drank 6 bottles.. crazy guy.. wait he lao sai den he noe.. den miss cheng treat us chocolate ice cream with waffle biscuit.. hehes.. den gort alot extra de.. den i took 1 for dear dear.. hehex.. den after tat.. he accompany miie home den he went home himself.. hehes.. sweet him.. =)
- attitude miie -
okay.. juz came back frm skool.. super tired after training and series of matches with C gals.. hais.. den come online.. later going for dinner.. hais.. i mish him.. after skool went 85 wif gal.. glenn and ping.. den lik come find us.. den gal, miie and glenn go 108 play bball.. hahas.. den after tat i go skool fer training le.. lols.. aniway.. i quite happi today..firstly is marcius kor kor finally talk to miie liaos.. den secondly.. i ren another new gan didi.. hehes.. wee yang.. he's shoo cute.. bth bth.. hahas.. happi lors.. kekes.. it's double happiness euu noe? lols.. den today dear gort detention again.. last dae.. den after detention.. he came down look for miie.. den wait for miie to release frm bball.. hehes.. =) den today we celebrate youth day.. den skool sponser yakult.. hahas.. althought each person oni can hab 1 bottle.. i gort two! hahas.. i took frm 3/3.. =PpP.. dear drank 6 bottles.. crazy guy.. wait he lao sai den he noe.. den miss cheng treat us chocolate ice cream with waffle biscuit.. hehes.. den gort alot extra de.. den i took 1 for dear dear.. hehex.. den after tat.. he accompany miie home den he went home himself.. hehes.. sweet him.. =)
- attitude miie -
what we could have been, 7/01/2005 07:56:00 PM.
